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Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004

Time:3:00 am.
Mood: accomplished.
Yesterday was amazing. Yes, only word to describe it I think. I think perhaps the surprise for Lythia could have went better...especially because I didn't exactly want her to see me singing. I think I have a phobia of people just laughing at me. Merlin knows it was hard enough for me to let strangers look at my paintings. At least I've got my cigarettes to hide behind.

After Lythia left today I finished off my 'self portrait' as I'm calling it. Even though it's a little on the...animated side. I really do like it though. It's a different style of painting. It also taught me that I should probably be drawing on the canvas with a pencil first before just painting. Even though it's never really steered me wrong in the past. I think I may try something abstract soon. Get away from the normality of life-like portraits. If I really want to be an artist, I've got to paint in some other genres.

Merlin, look at me...pouring my heart out to a journal that everyone can read. Bollucks I tell you.

‡ Adrian
1 graveLet me never see the sun

Wednesday, February 25th, 2004

Time:1:46 pm.
Mood: gloomy.
Whoever knew that things could change within the course of a day. The dark and morbid days that I kept myself locked in for nearly six months has finally faded to nothing more than a memory. One that I cannot all too soon forget.

Though, one must ask himself, do I truly wish to let it all go? No. I will hold to each memory, remember each day that I dreaded living, yearning for something more than this pathetic life.

No one will ever know how hard it was for me to just let her go home.

Private-readable by LythiaCollapse )

† Adrian
Let me never see the sun

Saturday, February 21st, 2004

Time:4:55 am.
Mood: apathetic.
I still can't belive I'm writing in this pathetic journal again. Especially after everything that's happened in the last six months. I gave up the Falcons, quit at Hogwarts, and now I'm just living off the money that I make from my paintings. Yes, I'm selling them. I bet everyone can just guess which one I sold first. Yes that's right, Lythia's. Sometimes I wish I hadn't, because I still miss her.

What the hell...fuck this.

I've got paintings to sell, and people to forget.

‡ Adrian
Let me never see the sun

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